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I’ you access toto meet anyone else I’ve already found the love of my life and I didn’t even need this website to do it But I thoughtto know each other again, if you’ll let reen and red button options at the bottom

Allow or deny?

WithALLOW

Her new profile opens in front ofin Chris’s yard, wearing a lobster ovena tray of sal like an idiot She once told me it’s the only photo taken of her that she absolutely adores “Most of the time I look like either a bitch or a stoner,” she said

I reht he would rill duck, which resulted in Chris’s grill catching fire and Ed nearly losing his eyebrows Millie saved the day by running to the store and grabbing some salmon, which she barbecued to perfection I snapped the photo just as she turned to present it to us, proudly

Beneath the photo are a fe paragraphs where her old profile used to be

Hi We both know the generals: Born in Bellingha, sister needed too much, dad was a quiet mess The sad specifics aren’t a secret—they’re just sad It’s the quiet specifics that are hard to explain, the years and years where it feels like nothing of interest happened to me

I realize I’m a late bloomer, socially If I went home, I’d run into people ould be perfectly pleasant to me, but would never say, “Oh, Millie and I were super close in high school” I was easygoing, upbeat, nice to everyone Maybe I got sick of being nice Maybe that’s why I’m so mean to Ed

That’s my only joke, I promise

Did I become fascinated with murder because, in comparison, female psychopaths make me look well-adjusted? Maybe I don’t know if it’s because of , or just the way ed to roa how to take care of people I want to do better

That’s it That’s all there is, and I’m not sure what to do with it I sit back and stare at , a warning ht be htness in ht I worry that it’s hope

Putting my phone facedown, I turn back to my computer and find where I’ve left off in my article

From: Millie M

Sent: 1:39 am, May 1

You haven’t writtento li you, at least you can be co that the Block button is really simple Trust me, I used it a few times in the early days with Mr Dick Profile Pic and Mr Show Me Your Rack

Anyway, here’s souy naht! It’s the least sexy nalum, I think of the name and say it in sort of a breathless sexy voice, and I can’t stop laughing Maybe it’s slightly sexier than Ernest or Norhtly Philip? Now that’s sexy But Philllll

Bottom line, I was fifteen, he was seventeen, and we had no idea ere doing I reI ruinedto shove them in the washer, and I’ and so I didn’t either

It’s always sort of been that way, but I’ured that out by now

Love,

Mills

From: Millie M

Sent: 3:14 ps: vans with no s, confined spaces, iant boats like cruise ships

Love,

Mills

From: Millie M