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I sat across froer My thuh texture of the symbol, and ave ht, I couldn’t shut it off, so I spent the entire tis with Seth andinto one One force out to take ether

“Calida?”

I looked up Dr Carr wore a puzzled expression She’d probably asked s?

“Sorry I didn’t get ht”

“What’s on your mind? You seem particularly distracted today”

I nodded Everything was so off balance now, and I was at a loss on how to again findall I could to keep , and there was no one to save me

I wiped away a stray tear that rolled downapart,” I whispered

“What is?”

“Everything I’ve done exactly what I was trying to avoid, caused a rift with Mal and Macy, everything is a fucking mess”

“What happened?”

I shook my head How could so ? My world, the safety net I’d been trying to build had cru Pandora’s box was open

“Calida, talk tohas triggered your panic attacks again You’ve seemed more withdrawn This is a safe place You don’t have to internalize things”

I looked down at er I sed the lu I would spenduntil I didn’t think I had tears left Always alone, so that in the day I could be strong So I could show the harder

“II can't live up to the expectations anyht to hold it together

“What expectations?”