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I knew she was about to go in on me, so I pulled out the dollars that I had in et so machines

As soon as she left, Loyal started up

“I love Monty for you You know I look at that nigga as a big brother, but had I been outside of these walls, I would have shot the nigga because you letting hi to let that nigga fuck on you before you realize it’s enough? Twinkle, look at you

You are fuckin’ beautiful, you sot your own shit, so why stick around if you ain’t happy?” she asked

I could hear how pissed off she hich is why I didn’t want to talk about it I cannot tell you the number of ti her about Monterius’ and my problems She was all riled up, and she didn’t even know the story yet Knowing my sister, she could probably just read ; I already knew that

“He didn’t coht He said that work ran over, but I don’t believe hi, around five I been pissing so much these days, and when he ca up in the bathroom He had a look on his face like he’d rather I had still been sleeping than up, catching him red-handed

“I hadn’t seen the nigga in a whole day, so of coursedown here to see you today and that I wouldn’t see hiet a quickie in I’a is stopping me Monterius don’t ever turn down a quick fuck! Ever! Loyal, I feel the shit in ht,” I said,

I didn’t even want to talk about that shit in there, but Loyal brought it up Not only was I hurting off that, but right noas sitting across the table from my sister, who had nine more years left to serve, so this shit bothered me A tear fell from my eyes that Loyal reached across the table and wiped with her hands

“You need to figure out what you want I can tell that you ain’t happy Twink, you’re dealing with so to forever be in competition with the streets until he leaves that lifestyle alone, but fro to be in competition with these bitches as well Take it froas for them to finally find their fuckin’ common sense There is no doubt in a adores you, but at the same time, he adores fuckin’ other bitches too Find your happiness, sis When’s the last ti every second of the day, mixed with these crazy ass enant,” she voiced

All I could do was shrug because I really didn’t knoas the last ti down ht now I could barely get this nigga to love ht?

“You got aith doing what you did the last time If I was you, I wouldn’t try to pull that shit a second tia know He’s crazy, and you know it I ain’t trying to call home and find out that Monterius done killed your ass because you snuck and had another abortion Just play it smart, Twinkle, okay?” she asked me

All I could do was nod my head I didn’t like to talk about the abortion that I had two years ago; I tried to act like it never even happened In one breath, I found out that I was pregnant, then in the next, I got on Instagra with ra so hard and breaking down so badly in that bathroo to pass out I went froa was cheating again Then I became bitter and called down to an abortion clinic where I scheduled the appointment two days later

Loyal was home at the time, so she accompanied me to the clinic and promised that she would never tell anyone about the abortion I didn’t even tellMonterius never even knew that I was pregnant, let alone had gotten an abortion Loyal was right; I would have probably been dead by now

We didn’t get to linger on the conversation er because pretty soon, Dream ran over with all types of snacks in her hands She handed her s that I set off to the side because I didn’t have an appetite, and she had some stuff for herself The rest of the visit, I just zoned out, letting Dream and Loyal entertain each other Like all the visits, it went by so damn fast

“Re her I love you, sis Be careful Letto call you tonight, so take it right after you drop off Dream I want to know if I have a niece or nephew on the way,” she beamed She whispered it so that Dreae where she told everybody’s da