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I don’t answer his question, but instead, tell him a story “When I was thirteen years old, there was a boy in hborhood that I liked He o years older thanat him I don’t knohy I liked his Callingatat him, he’d sneer and call me a freak”

Blue’s body tenses beneath nore it

“One day, I was in the woods behind , but I heard a noise behind me When I turned to look, I saw Darren, the boy I liked He was leaning against a tree, sarette He smiled at me, and my stupid heart arette on the ground and put it out with his shoe I stood co what to do or how to act When he was in front of h s his hands touching my hair made me feel”

I stare off into space, going back to the moment, and the fear I felt only moments later

“He calledto kisstomean, so I let him It was my first kiss I didn’t like it It was sloppy and he tasted nasty, like cigarettes His ainst rabbed my hands and held them behind my back I kicked him in the shin and it pissed him off He screamed at me”

“You little bitch! You’re going to pay for that!” He screams at me

Darren shoves ain, but he falls on top of me I scream, but only a small squeak comes out before his hand clamps overup my dress No boy has ever touchedto do, but I know I don’t like it

He puts his face in mine while his hand reaches my panties He spits in my face and says, “You want this, you slut You’ve been wantingti it”’

My whole body shakes with fear at the nasty look in his eyes How could I have ever thought he was good looking? I whi out of my eyes when his filthy hand pushes my panties to the side and touches entle at all His hand moves away from me, and then I hear the zipper of his pants His hand coers probe and try to force their way in, but he’s having trouble I can see the frustration on his face I start swingingto push hirabs both with one of his and puts them over my head I can’t breathe, because with both of his hands occupied, all his weight is on me

He grunts as he grounds his pelvis againstto poke insidehim I knohat it is I know it’s his penis We’d started sex education that week in class

“It’s going to feel so good once I get my dick in you,” he pants

My whole body shakes I cry out for help, but it only seeainst ain, and I know I’ll be bruised later because of it

Several minutes’ pass, then he ainst my privates, and bile rises in ainst ainst et off o home to take a shower and scrub him off my body

I lay there, stiff, as he slowly gets up I see a glimpse of his soft penis, and I barely have tihs, and when I turn back to hiuncontrollably I scra towardhis face before he wipes it clean, and his features turn hard

“You say a word about this to anyone, and I’ll go after your sister next You keep your lips sealed and do what I want, when I want, and she’ll be safe”