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When I checked our old school’s website, it said you play drums

Ezra

September 9, 2019

Hi, My Miller

I played college football this past weekend!! NCAA, baby-

I passed for 197 yards, ran for 66, and I split starting tiot seniority and he’s been playing well lately

I’ot a little freaked out right before we ran out on the field, but after that, it was like riding a bike

The coaches are happy I feel like I’ in a dream When I walk around now, everybody knows me It’s weird

You watched football this weekend at a sports bar I saw it on your Snapchat

Did you watch me?

I like to think you did That maybe ere friends, at least, and you were happy for me

I’d like to think you thought about me

I feel weird that I’ these fake letters to you

For a while, I felt happy Like at least I have this good thing, even if it is weird Now I feel uess I do too

Myshe’s co to visit me Wednesday and Thursday this week

I know this is devious as fuck but I’ to take a bus up to Richmond at that same time, break into ler, and I miss it I lost it when I bounced from Sheppard Pratt But I paid for almost all of itwhen I was 15, and I didn’t stop until I went to Alton

I’ to feel this way about you, I kind of want it to be anic…not because I watch you on snap all day and have this feeling we’re connected- when maybe we’re not

Ezra

October 16, 2019

Miller

I’ames

Fuck, Miller The first day of October, I think I res I looked over at the passenger’s seat, and it’s like…I could see you in it Not even “see” you- I could feel you sitting there And feel the way I felt about it Hoould feel if I had you in ht happen- but not any bad thing Good things It was a Christ, and it seemed so real

I hadn’t looked at Snapchat in a while, but after that, I downloaded it again

Yesterday at practice, sos and sort of rattledme into the clinic room inside the locker room Scared the fuck out of me You knohat?