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His voice is cutting, but he’s not as angered as I thought he’d be It’s almost like he half expected me to let him down, and that makes me feel even more worthless

My heart aches like it’s being torn in half I’m not sure if I’m in love with Ethan or Finn, but they both have a place in my heart and it kills me to have to choose between the either of the to uilty Dirty, even

“I’m a joke,” I tell him, my voice heavy with misery

He gazes athis head “You’re not a joke You’re just easily led sometimes”

“I suppose I should go packa move towards the house

“Eh, why should you do that?”

I don’t knohat to say, so I simply throw my hands out in front of h, “Just because”

“Just because nothing I’otistical psycho like he is I can handle you choosing hiet those thoughts of leaving out of your head”

“I haven’t chosen hi either of you”

Finn laughs and folds his aronna sow your wild oats wherever your little madam takes you, are ya?”

“No!” I exclaim “And leave my little madam out of this”

I hold in my need to snicker at Finn’s nae towith Ethan I’d be devastated “It was just one of those slip ups To be honest I don’t think I want to be with anybody, ro like such a shithead”

“We all have to be shitheads from time to time,” Finn chuckles, but there’s a sadness in his eyes – sadness and disappointment He turns fro the subject for fear he’ll showup inside hilad of this

“If you didn’t stay with Rita last night, that ht with Gabriel I hope she’s okay”

He walks toward the htly on the door with his knuckles