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"Soet changed "Then you and I have so five days without you"
The air is practically knocked fros when I findus through ht to the bed, where he sitsoff my pajamas
Laughing, I try to push hi? I thought ere going to eat"
"We need to fuck first," he tells htit's been a long five days"
I bat his hands away froo faster"
Lucas grins and we both start stripping as fast as we can Within led in the bed and it's really the only place I want to be right now
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Lucas pulls out of me and I hate that I feel so empty when he does But he doesn't roll over to lie beside me like usual, and instead puts his mouth to my collarbone Slowly and methodically, he continues to ski down farther along my body It's not sexual, but it is worshipful, and I watch his as he kisses his way downhis on the mattress
When he reaches my stoht over ainst h o to his hair and I work the him as he lies on top of me
After a few moments, he lifts his head and turns his eyes to et a baby bump"
I grin down at him "That probably won't start until week twelve or so at the earliest, so we still have a couple o"
Lucas tips his face and presses a kiss toback up at et that bu to make me hornier"
Snorting in response, I push away at his head "Whatever"
"I' horny right now thinking about your baby bump"
"You're horny because you have a naked woman under you," I point out
"True," he admits "But I'll be hornier when you have that little bu out"
"Oh God," I moan in horror as he rolls off and pulls me with hi I want to have to spend money on"
Lucas holds his silence, and I know this is calculated to keep me inso much maybe that would be okay for him to do
Even though he's being respectful and cautious, he still wants to be in the know "You have any ideas what you're going to do?"
I don'tto put in applications and resuoing to try to concentrate in the don area so I can at least keep this apartment I don't want to deal with a move anywhere, especially not away from you"
"You're that hot for me, huh?" he jokes, but I also hear the tenderness in his voice, and I know he understands I'nancy He doesn't have to say it either, but I know if I fell flat on my face, he'd help me stay in this area, and while I don't want to appreciate that about him, I totally do
"I've been thinking," I toss out, and then gauge his initial bodily reaction He's loose, relaxed, and stroking his hand overto come in and rescue me
No, he's patiently waiting to see what ive me advice
"I've been thinking," I start again, "of using some of my trust money to start up the nonprofit"
Lucas immediately releases me and pushes back so he can look me in the face "Really? That would be awesome"
My lips press together in disdain at what I'm about to say "I'd have to use so I couldn't start a full-time job and do that at the same time"
With his head tilted, Lucas asks, "Why should that bother you?"
"I don't know," I say with frustration at myself "I've never wanted that money I didn't earn it If I use it, I have to be thankful to rateful to the it to start a nonprofit, but the idea of using it to pay htly nauseated"