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I was honestly shocked at my libido Of course I did my best to be ladylike but that didn’t stop the inferno inside

The situation was getting desperate As soon as I was in the shower, hs I kneas supposed to be wrong but I didn’t see how It felt good yes, but that wasn’t really the point My pri myself was to try and put out the fire, so to speak

I stroked ht about it back then I really was a kid in a lot of ways Not least in ter any I was a bit concerned but the doctor told me it could happen, my ‘peach’ really more of a nectarine

The stress started to turn to pleasure and I leaned against the tile wall for support Myabout anything but the sweet relief building up It was a slow build, gaining inch by inch Each passing second feeling a little better, like a fuse Then there was an explosion Bright, rocketing bursts, exploding like Ro me moan with pleasure and release

Regainingdry with one of the towels provided by the housing office, I got into ood hard prayer Just to be safe

I usually tried to dress modestly but that September still felt like the dead of suth skirt, as was my custom, but likely would have roasted to death

Finding the shortest, breeziest skirt I owned, I shortened it even further by tucking up the waist, the he this with a tank top I’d gotten at camp one year and an old pair of Chuck Taylors, I assessed the results in the full-length mirror I felt practically naked but had to adood as well

At one point I would have felt asha to find a fiancé if I didn’t start looking I was still pretty naive but even I didn’t think the perfect guy would fall into h

Despite the helpful signs I still had trouble finding the building for my first class Partly because it was on the other side of campus Dad didn’t actually know that I’d enrolled in an Experimental Film course I’d added it as my sixth class after he had already approved the ones I’d had

There was really no way of explaining why I wanted to take the course So about the idea of experimental fil to do with the fact that I wasn’t allowed to watch any enerally of the opinion that even Disney should have devil horns as a logo instead of mouse ears

I was tempted to ask if he believed in the Illuue Plays were still okay as long as they ritten before 1900

Class had already started when I arrived, so I did my best to slip into the back and be inconspicuous There was only one seat left over by the door and I was happy to take it My ass touching plastic just as the instructor hit play on the first film of the class

Soet about the Bible was it held horrors almost too terrible for theand the end HP Lovecraft had nothing on Revelations

Still, I wasn’t quite ready for what I saw on the pull-down screen that war It wasn’t terrible or really scary per se but still beyond anything I had yet i

Even before I really understood the gay or Luciferian subtext Anger had sprinkled through, it still grabbed hold of h the sheer force of the filed

The rest of the class was so words and terms, most of which my addled brain couldn’t comprehend I did my best to try and keep up but there was still only so much that I could do

“You okay?”

I broke out ofa beat He had appeared, see charm He was so handsome, it was a second or two before I could speak