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Derrick

I snapped out of it when I sahat all she was lugging to my door and reflexively stepped down off the outside stairs to help her I smelt the food before I even reached her “What’s all this?” I took the box she held out toto the back of her Mercedes convertible for another

“Ibefore walking aroundup the stairs and into the house I stood there du her inside

I didn’t kno to feel about this, not after the shit that has been going on insideher or the past we’d shared as innocent as it was, to having raunchy X-rated dreams about her

I can’t for the life of es of her in such blatant sexual positions, but the shit see in and out of her

I kneasn’t Lauren I was drea about even inwith for the last few years felt inside This dreaht as fuck, she fir aroundthat has me stymied isn’t just the feel of her, but what I feel when I’m inside her

It’s just a dream Derrick don’t make more out of it than it is Yeah, but how the fuck do I stopabout her like that? Was it the pills perhaps that had unlocked soet there in the first place?

I have to have been thinking about her without even realizing it I followed her into the house where she was already unloading the stuff she’d brought I looked on in amazement as she unwrapped an apple pie, a sweet potato pie, and a peach cobbler, my favorite No did she know that?

She wasn’t done there, in the box I carried, which she dug into as soon as I put it down on the kitchen table was a turkey with dressing, et all this?”

“I cooked it” She started gathering up the boxes to throw out, and I just stared at her in amazement I wanted to shake her Sure she was always a quiet kid, but there were ti lively and full of fun whenever I’d include her in so

But this person didn’t look like she ever smiled “What happened to your smile?” Shit, I didn’tout of my mouth whenever she’s around?

“I smile” The look in her eye seemed to say that I was the reason she didn’t smile And since when does she look everywhere but at irl I remembered uses to be much bolder

Sheto say, it was forthright and without preaht years I’ve been gone? That’s another thing; I keep re more and more about her just in the last day and a half

It’s as if that part of ht again, and most of the memories I had were of her And the memories don’t jive with the person I see before me now

It’s in her eyes, though; now that I’ hidden behind those orbs that she tries so hard to make seem indifferent I pulled ry retort I should tell her to take her food, that I didn’t need her pity, but so stopped me

So instead, I thanked her and left it at that It’s odd; I hadn’t felt lonely until she ca the day alone left h, but I did relent and thanked her for thinking of me

She left, and the house felt eirls woke up to keep hnowhere with the forht take some time

It wasn’t until hours later when hunger pangs became toounder the dishes for a logo of so, each bite better than the last It was hard for irl could cook like this Everything was made to perfection