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Thankfullyelse and I was able to make my escape to the mother in law kitchen on the other side of the house This apartment suite was hardly ever use butjust in case

I got to work getting the fresh turkey cleaned and seasoned before working on the side dishes Every yeardinner catered so I’ve never really had a chance to delight everyone with my culinary skills

Our personal chef cooks everything else so I’ined hiht be the only thing I’ he’d accept

Why did I do this? Why did Imeal for a man who didn’t ask and who’s more likely to slam the door in lutton for punishment Jenny, let’s face it

I packed up the complete four course meal co dishes and roaster in the back ofa towel down on the seat and drove as slowly as I could around the corner to his house

He opened the door as soon as I got there and froed I was sure I’ or even wanted to see I tried not to let the hurt get toharder and harder to keep my practiced reserve in check

DERRICK

It’s Thanksgiving, and though irls don’t understand it, I feel as their dad I’d failed theuilt and frustration I’ry now that I’d co issues that I didn’t know about, and I feel guilty for never realizing

It wouldn’t have s different, like realizing that her jealousy wasn’t the usual run of the arden variety and needed to be handled with care

And now I have the added guilt and frustration because oing on Maybe it’s some weird kind of PTSD left over from a shared traumatic experience, but since the day before I’ve had this strange awareness of her

I findher when she’s not around And when I went to bed last night I could swear I se I’d just rubbed the blood out of the spot The service will be here first thing tomorrow They don’t take the day after the holiday off since this is one of their biggest days

Anyway I sain when I woke up this ht about I think I dreah I can’t remember what But I knoas hot because I woke up hard and reaching for her

There are no words to describe how fucking awful I feel I never kneas this weak That at the first sign of e I decide to look elsewhere It was a huht

But the strange thing is, I was consciously thinking about her or bringing her to mind It’s as if she just flitted there at will, alhts of her out of my head as I waited for the driver to drop off dad’s Escalade

Since Lauren had taken the Rover and it wasn’t practical to drive the girls around in a Porsche, dad had decided to leave his SUV withcoonna have to see about getting one of my own

I heard an engine in the drive and got up to open the door He’d reeting died on my lips when I saas her She turned to look at me over her shoulder as she reached into the back for so flashed in my head

Me, and Jenny, upstairs in bed, and I was fucking her from behind as she looked back at me with the most sensual look I’ve ever seen on a wo on? That’s like the second or third one of those I’ve had And part of the reason for uilty frustration