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I set the beer on the floor and pulled Rosa harder against hs Her waist was sers wander across her ribs She had htthehts

Rosa wore a siged on the bow, letting the fabric go loose around her She looked up atround eyes, her lashes heavy and dark She didn’t wear a lot of makeup, but that was just for the farht I was just catching her early

I wasn’t sure if kissing on the lips was all right, so I aimed for her neck Her throat was soft and hot, and now I couldmy hands over her skin

Rosa shivered a little, and I re -- she can play the part But when I had the dress up and over her head, I realized she couldn’t be that experienced, she couldn’t have been at the ga, and the way she welcoing back the sas I had for Corabelle rather than what I’d expected with someone paid to be there

I almost couldn’t do it There was too h distance I couldn’t separate the sex froot it She kneas hard, and she took control then, strokinger, and when herfall away, eyes closed, like I could be anywhere, like I could be hoht into the passion of it, relieved to connect with someone Only later, too late, did I remember the condoms in my wallet and that with this woainst irl rather than soo The sounds of night life heating up drifted in from the s, and I wondered if she’d take on soht,out the tenderness I sat her up and reached for my clothes

She snapped out of whatever had her so sensitive, ju her dress back over her head I didn’t want to pay her only the few dollars she’d asked for the other tiht was hopefully enough

As I headed down the stairs, er at the whole situation threatened to boil over I’d done this thing, broken away fro about Corabelle and the life I’d left behind I’d figure out a new future and a new path If I wanted to rut into street walkers, I would If I wanted to bet on pool, or get in bar fights, or be the asshole my father showedto let any of the bullshit ht, a couple guys looked at ht be an easy ured, and after a couple punches and a bit of blood on all sides, I felt initiated I would coain, and each time I’d piss off somebody different and live to tell about it I’d see Rosa, irl, ht to do I didn’t owe anybody anything

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As I walked back to Bud’s, the anger of that night threatened to take over the control I’d reestablished since Corabelle cas could I do in one et sliced by who knohat sort of illegal doc, then screw a hooker without a condom

I’d checked out fine after, no bonus diseases, and they’d certified me as properly snipped

But that eeks later That one time with Rosa was definitely in theDamn it, why hadn’t she protected herself?

But then Corabelle had been on the shot Maybe I had jiz of steel

I pulled out ain Surely it couldn’t be I’d seen Rosa pretty often for the next feeeks, between rounds of drinking and raising hell in various bars, until I cracked the radiator block on the Caain so I could keep going to work, since the night shiftwent south after that I had to pay tuition, then books I eventually sold the car and bought a junker to cover the next quarter Eventually I dropped to fewer credits because I couldn’t afford full-tio, so I walked

I hooked up with a lady or two stateside on the rare occasions I had any extra dough, but not in Tijuana, since I had no way to get there I could have gotten norot with Mario and soated to them, for them to pin any of their hopes on ot back to Rosa Finn’s birthday alotten to know about my history, hell no But Rosa I could tell I couldn’t call her up, as I’d always just showed up at her job or her place We had no way to contact each other

I’d just started at Bud’s and Mario loaned me his Yamaha I didn’t have a license for it, but that sort of obstacle didn’t stop ot to her far, she was still there behind the counter