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"Yes we are!" I protested "I love you," I choked out

"No Move on and get over it Your time with the bad boy has ended" The line went dead and I whi to block out the pain of it all This was all so sudden that I could barely take it in Last night ere all set to go and start a new life, and today he’d changed hisas my heart broke into a million pieces The phone dropped out of my hand as I flopped back on the bed and curled into a ball, hugging my knees to my chest as I sobbed for my future with him that I wanted so desperately

I could barely breathe through rab ain, just to try and reason with him, plead some more But when I dialled his number he didn’t answer, instead it was just the recorded voice h so that I could speak

When the beep sounded I sed the lump in my throat "Jamie, I love you so much, and I really think we could work this out I know you love me too, please just don’t do this, okay? I’ll make it up to you I promise I don’t even care that you slept with soht; I don’t even blao to Roether for a couple of weeks I’ll show you how much I love you and by the end of the teeks we’ll be fine again Please?" I took a couple of deep breaths, refusing to give up on hih life without Ja so badly that all I wanted to do was curl into a ball and die, but I carried on pleading regardless "I’ to the airport

Please coe at lunchti up the phone and the last as kind of et the point

I just laid there for what felt like hours,didn’t really return to nor that had ever happened between us

So the line I started to wonder if he ever even loved ht, ere so different, he got off on stealing cars, and I was a stupid cheerleader in high school, people like us weren’t well suited at all His declaration of love had come after mine so I started to wonder if he only said it back because he felt like he had to That night I was helping hial situation so ive hiht he loved me, I didn’t knohy he did, but I was always confident with the fact that he did - now though I wasn’t so sure

Would Jaht? He said she kne to treat ahiroaned and covered my face with my hands Of course she was better than me; I had no real experience before him Mark and I hadn’t exactly been very playful or adventurous in that department so ht of the fact that I was probably lacking in that area? Of course a guy like him would needmyself to move The mattress bounced a little as Kelsey settled herself ondown atfor you so we can eat breakfast," she stated

I forced a smile I couldn’t tellto the hope that Jamie would reconsider, that he’d o away for a couple of weeks to get a fresh start I couldn’t very well tell my parents that he’d cheated on me and basically ripped e his o with him anyway So, for now, I needed to try and keepto be harder said than done though becauseandIf I looked in theback atnot to wince as it scratched and cracked "I’ll be down in a o ahead and ry anyway," I croaked, depression leaked into my tone as I spoke and I prayed she didn’t notice

Kelsey looked at me curiously She irl was like a little radar forout and touching hed humourlessly and pushed her hand away "Kinda," I aduys for a while I’ enthusiastically, obviously buying intolike she’s fine and that she has so over ? I didn’t really kno to feel about that after the hin her eye…

I took a deep breath and pushed"Go eat then I’ll be down in half an hour," I suggested, nodding towards the door She grinned and jumped up I s to herself I was really going to uess there was a pretty good chance that I wouldn’t be going now after all so there would be no need for ht made me whimper and my chin tre into the shower