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Friendship

Co ers froht His heavy hands landed on aze didn’t make lohite as, with no hesitation, he forced er deep inside Iwith need

"Come for er, and with his grip on my side, forced me to ride his hand

I didn’t knohat to do I wanted to collapse onto his lap I wanted him to fill me, but all I could do was stand there and prefor hireenhouse, but I wanted more than that I needed full body contact I craved it

But he gaveon the extra sensitive area His thumb pressed and swirled on my clit and every atoasrelease

On and on, he fucked ers until the last ebb squeezed ot who I ith I tumbled forward into his arms and touched him

Life went froround, tearing his fingers fro wide as he loomed above me

Gone was the lust and need and softness, replaced with sheer tree Cold calculation filled his eyes until he looked blind froe to kill

"Fox Wait" I tried to scramble backward toward my discarded knife

He fell to his knees, and with excruciatingly strong hands, flippedainst the carpet and captured et free, but it was impossible "Fox Stop Please"

"Shut up To be inflicted is to inflict" His voice was programing with it terror and trepidation His tone wasHe’d relapsed and there was nothing I could do

Tears sprang to ed, "Please… do--"

Then, he fuckedas pain, but the fierceness of every thrust runted and rutted like a fucking beast Fingers digging deep into e

I didn’t want hiain It was like a horrible flashback of the first time The violence, the way he see to join

My back bowed as he thrust deeper and deeper My eyes leaked, adding salt tocarpet-burned cheek I hated him Hated the brokenness inside hi listen Now look what you made me do I can’t stop it Goddammit, I can’t stop" He drove intoIt wasn’t erotic or fun It was purely punish his coldness Hating hi uage His hipbones dug into my ass, faster and faster

I sniffed backto think we had anything special Fox had eloquently shown me how stupid I truly was It was over I was done This would be the last ti my emotions down, I let him fuck me I switched off every sensation and waited for it to be over I preferred to ignore as happening and pretended none of this existed

You brought this on yourself

I told ht work I poured all my effort into him only to be thwarted in the worst possible way

His hips thrust harder and instead of trying to get away, I pushed back, deliberately iasped "Fuck Fuck Oh, God"

Wanting it over, I squeezedhi I had left

His breath caain He was violent and cruel, every stroke ainst the top ofover me, his back smothered mine as he sunk teeth deep intome completely

Then he came

Hot, wet streams spurt deep inside On and on and on

His hands on my hips clenched hard and teeth bit down on the sineeen ed pants turned to agonized curses "Fuck"

He pulled out, stu to his feet in a rush The sound of his zipper and belt were the only noises apart fro ached Bruises throbbed

"Fuck!" he roared, prowling around me with his trousers undone and desolation in his voice I didn’t dare move, but I did flip ontomy shame

Fox dropped to his haunches in front of h flared nostrils He reached out to touch ret in the world "I’ sorry, Hazel"

I didn’t say a word I had nothing to say

I was done

Fox stood up andback at me, I kneithout a doubt he would find some way to fuck himself up with pain He looked lost and terrified He looked like a man ready for death

I tried to make myself care I tried to find coiven hi left

Fox stepped into the bathrooone, I sat up and let the torrents of tears run down , I dressed, and turned my back on Obsidian Fox for the last time

Chapter 12

No one knew

No one

Not ranteddown a predator It was life giving ht, but slowly, gradually, as if the atrocities I’d done stained er wanted to witness my sins