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But the third confession: I knoho our dad is That’s so you’re married, wealthy, and have kids

I’h the door How unfair is that?! I’m pissed! I’m beyond pissed, and I’m even madder that I can’t tell anyone No one will understand, and if I do say so and, of course, I’m delusional!

‘Butterflies are beautiful Yes, Erica, they sure are’

‘I’ to buy a caht now I met my father, and no one believes me They wouldn’t believe me, and even Jake--it makes me so sick because he’d think about you first He wouldn’t ever admit it, but I know that in so how sad it was that you left before you could meet your father

I hate that!

I hate you soot no one to put lotion on or to pat their heads and say the flies I love Julia I really do, but soe andthrough me! What a her life That’s not fair, and it’s not right, but I guess itso I can see all clear-headed and such

Julia’s got her head in the clouds, but you should be here, too This is your job You’re my sister, our sister, and it’s pretty damn cowardly that you ran away Cowardly and selfish, because even though our family isn’t the Cleavers, we’re still family I should be here, too, and you should help with Julia She’s going to need soto be hurting I’ll be fricking happy as hell (I’oing to be empty

I need you to help Be there for them Be the best friend for Jake he needs and, asyou sosoo without his best friend And Julia…God…I know her idiosyncrasies canto get a wake-up call when I die

Be a sister Be my sister!

I’m not sorry that I fell in love with Jake I love hiize for that, but I am so mad that you can be so petty about that I lost you! I know that eren’t close, that…I’ on your own, but I lost my sister when you left

Jake tells me about you on a weekly basis Not every day, but maybe once or twice a week, and it sounds like you and I have a lot in common We both put on a show for the world to see I plastered on the happy and char face, while you were just conte--that you just didn’t need anyone because you were so above us