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"I understand, and I really a you That was neverasshole"

"It’s not your fault," I say, sh I’m sure he can see it’s broken "You can’t help how you feel I know that now better than anyone You were honest with me, you always told me the truth, I just didn’t want to hear it We both rushed when the truth was too soon for both of us"

"Yeah, it was But you doyou around, and I don’t want to lose you I just have to figure this one out I have to work through this I just need you on ement"

My heart clenches, but I nod "I understand, and I’m sorry"

"You want a coffee? I’ve missed you, Bestie"

I smile, and this time it does shake "Yeah, I do"

He makes us a coffee and we sit outside at his table I study hi into a thousand pieces He looks terrible He was feeling better for a while, he was s like he ht back to square one His eyes are dull, he’s not laughing like he usually does

How could she do this to hiht, because she only cares about herself

"You don’t look so crash hot, spunky, you okay?" I ask, sipping the coffee

He shrugs "Not really, hey I was feeling good about ht back to square one again"

"You’re feeling the same hurt?"

He nods

Fuck Her

"Have you spoken to her?"

He nods "Yeah, I’ve spoken to her She said she needs a feeeks and then we’ll talk about it"

Bitch

Stupid Stupid Bitch

She is hanging hi hi what she’s going to say That must be pure hell for him It shouldn’t be this hard You either want someone, or you don’t You either love thee that

She’s stalling, because she knows, this time around, when she finally tells him she doesn’t want him, and she will, because she’s a shit person, then she’ll lose him She knows, deep down in her heart, that it’ll be the finalto her, that he’llthe one person in the world that gives a shit about her

And her selfish ass doesn’t want to lose that just yet

She likes the attention

She likes what he’s giving her

She also knows she’s not willing to give any of that back

"I’et back together?"