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"I don’t want there to be any aardness between us"
"There won’t be I won’t let there be if you won’t"
"Good, Sweetheart Good We’ll just forget this It didn’t ht It didn’t "
Chapter 6
"It’s like a car crash," Ada a hand over his face as he handedthis from your perspective but I can’t look away" He pointed to another diary "I want to knowthe strain etched into his features I shook my head "Adam, we’re past all this I didn’t ht… well now that I have you I can take a step back and look at the pieces of our history without it hurting And you know st of it all see it that way so I’e hand down on lanced up at him and he shook his head with a small smile "It’s painful to read howinside your head I like knowing that while I was struggling with the fact that I had fallen in love with my best friend’s little sister, she loved rinned at hiestured to the diaries, to the story of us, "It is totally role-minded determination to turn us into a romance novel "Maybe But don’t tell anyone I said so It’ll ruinfor the familiar purple leather of the last one "Baby, you ruined that reputation when you told Braden Carmichael you were in love with ," Adam muttered unhappily "Could have saved us a couple of ed through it, "A couple ofa mercurial pain in et I wasn’t the only pain in the arse"
"All I did was start dating again, and it took ot off easy" I thrust the diary at hiall around your territory without actually staking a claie without responding… because he kneas bloody right
Sunday, August 13th I haven’t had ti down for a few days, partly because of studies and partly becauseup quite a lot of my time You see, it all started on Friday afternoon when a casual conversation with Nicholas ended in le Adam… As Joss and I walked toward The Meadohere ereBraden, Ada her what I’d discovered about Ada coffee with et the chance to tell her yesterday because she’d been working at Club 39 I knew Joss would be pissed off for me and I needed that fire, I needed th and see how he liked it
It had taken et past the aardness of als weren’t the sas hadn’t been the same for a while I think maybe since the lip brush incident when I was nineteen
Anyway, I knew obviously that Adairls since he’d had me on his couch and it hurt worse than I could ever explain The whole incident made it difficult for le date in tena crack to Nicholas abouta date ifSurprised and to say the least, confused, by this comment I’d asked him to elaborate only to discover that Nicholas had wanted to askhow close I was to Braden and Ada Adam the safer choice, he’d called Adam and asked him for advice on where to take me out Adam’s response had been, "Stay away from Ellie or I’ll break your face"
What the hell was that?
Seriously?
I couldn’t even begin to process how not cool that was He arning perfectly nice guys away froh but I wasn’t allowed to go on a single date? I didn’t think so
I wanted to tell Joss all that Despite being incredibly secretive about her past, Joss had proven herself straightforward I needed her to tell me if it was okay or not to play a little dirty with Adairl that he could just walk all over, knowing I’d still love him in the end His actions had proven that he could be possessive of ht of me as "his" in some small way Well, I wanted to show him that I wasn’t his I wouldn’t ever be his unless he decided he wanted ht stand
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