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She looks at me, "What?" She knohat

I suy in the whole world Trustperson I trust hie of character ever"

"True I’es et this eross My OCD is not gone Clearly I’et off, and hate the feel of my hand on the rail in front of h

She nods, "Yeah This is gross"

My eyes are fixed I can’t look around ain Sohs and clears their throat My eyes widen

"I see you" Shell whispers into me I shake my head, "No you don’t"

"It’s okay Just do it I want so the cool liquid on both of us before I’ve taken a breath The s I slosh it around on ly sensation It calain

"Wanna hear about the first tiot spanked" She whispers, almost silently The shock of her sentence stops o when I went on the senior class trip with Angela and Jessica and Brianna?"

I nod keeping my eyes shut

"Well, we spent all our ht in Austria We wanted to get drunk but we had no cash So we decided to look for aWe were sitting in this bar don, about a block frouys in the bar were young and hot but they all had pretty girls or just didn’t look interested Then in walks this guy He was in a pilot’s unifor James Bond He was so beautiful and sexy and confident He strolls up to the bar and orders a drink I point and say ’hiirls are like ’no way, he’s too posh and shit’ But you know et on ht in his face The bartender co Stones?’ The bartender looks confused and turns and changes the music I totally pick the Stones ’cause they’re sexy and older, like Bond I figure he’s like thirty-five or forty Anyway, Paint It Black starts playing I slink off the barstool and go sit down Brianna s over But I aet trashed with hiht progressed We got so drunk and had a ton of fun and did a ton of dancing Pretty soon everyone wanted in on the action But I was having fun with Mr Bond He and I snuck off to his hotel room We made out in the elevator, he rippedto feel the scene with her Her breathing picks up slightly as she tells it

"So we got in the roo it on hard and then suddenly he pushed me down on the bed and I felt this hard slap onAt all Needless to say it ell I almost died of humiliation and the bizarre love I had for that ot spanked"

I sirls?"

"Yeah, I did What I never told the finger My stomach almost dropped dude I was so upset I literally like almost cried I said ’you’re married’ and he says ’yeah, of course I am I have kids older than you I’m fifty-six-years old’"

I open my eyes and shoot a look at her, "What?"

Her face is beet red and pained, "Yeah Fifty-six I’ve had sex, and I mean nasty spank-my-nipples dirty sex, with an old man Aand I have never told a single person that story No one ever knew I let him use me and you knohat, it’s still the best sex I have ever had" She sighs, "Senior citizen sex So hu her and kiss her cheek, "Thank you"

She shrugs, "You’re my bitch I would take a bullet for you I just want you to know that I get it I knohat it feels like to be crushed and upset when so that you didn’t want to give, even though they et to talk about it because the bus stops and we’re outside the gym We climb off in silence

"You don’t think less of h the snow to the front entrance I glance at her, "No More"

She grins, "Ditto I never iined you had the balls to do half the shit you’ve done"

I laugh We walk in and I start to feelout of the hotel I i his apart she is and how much I admire and want to be her and suddenly, it’s there I a like her He can’t breakto th I have inside of me

We walk down the hall and I feel like I’s come and kick ass

I wish that I could say that was how it happened

We walk out into the gy Santa" Shell whispers I laugh and nod, "Twinkle eyes"

The boys are there Brandon eyeballs me I nod at him

"Ready for warm up ladies?" Lance asks, in a voice filled with joy

I point, "This is Michelle"

Lance nods, "Mickey and Tink I like it"

Michelle looks lost, "What just happened?" I shake my head at her It’s impossible to explain any of theo"