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February 14, 1992

Emily

Seeing other wo I enjoyed Not even a little bit Seeing other people have sex wasn’t so I enjoyed, either Not that I had ever seen that before in my life Until now But I couldn’t blame thiswas allthis from my brain would be impossible

I pressed farther back into the corner of the roohtly so I could focus on how the heck I was going to get out of here Watching the live porn in front of h I was too busy trying not to vomit in my mouth

It wasn’t that I was a prude I mean, I hadn’t had sex yet, but I wanted to, eventually, with the right guy The scene I was being forced to bear witness to was not by any means what I wanted Ever

Sure, these guys were becoods Slacker Demon had just nailed their first multiplatinu over the Billboard charts with one hit after another Add to that the fact that three of the five members were really very attractive, in a bad boy kind of way Women threw themselves at all of them

Includingafter the dru He was nice to look at, I would give her that, but froht, this was not what Sonya wanted Surely

It didn’ta one-ti any fe diseases I’d seen so ht it was unreal

Sonya saw it differently She had always turned heads Even ere kids Long blond hair, the biggest blue eyes, and eyelashes aSonya was five foot ten and nothing but long, tanned legs and a really nice pair of boobs that she’d purchased with her graduation iven us each ten grand in hopes ould invest it wisely and use that e to start our lives

I invested ht herself a set of double-Ds

I tried to search through the crowd for her, but she had beenwith the bassist, Trac Trace He wasn’t one of the beautiful ones, but he was talented

I hadn’t realized how talented until I had seen him perform at the last four stops on their tour Why had I seen the last four tours? Because I loved Sonya, and she needed me Her father had just left herapart When she had needed to hit the road and get away froo with her

So noas a groupie who hid in corners and closed her eyes Tonight was the first night we had actually made it back to the after-party rooet us here I had spent a lot of nights waiting for her with htly inthe line tonight, though I couldn’t keep doing this I wanted to go back to South Carolina

“You OK?” a deep voice asked, close enough that I felt the warht into the eyes of a guy I didn’t know His hair was nor I also noted that his breath did not smell like alcohol

“Yes,” I replied, watching hih, I didn’t know hi him just yet

He studied rinned “You don’t look like you’re enjoying yourself” He glanced out at the wild orgy going on in front of us

“Not exactly, no”