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It makes sense that I would date someone in that circle

Well

How is that working out for me?

It isn’t awfully late when I return home, but my roommate is not hoht given that we have an early uy involved There is always a guy involved If I thought I was bad when it co from one relationship to the next, Kaylee is even worse

I am wrapped in a bathrobe when I climb into bed, terry cloth turban coiled around otten out of the shower just a little bit ago Freezing cold, I just want to snuggle for a little while before putting my pajamas on

Yawning, I pull the fuzzy blanket up higher overdown

Just a few et dressed

I stare up at the ceiling, blinking

Is it odd that I find Roman attractive? He’s not at all my type, but maybe he could be

What are you talking about, Lilly? You’ve sworn off men You’re on a cleanse You’re on a journey to be alone

I never said I was going to uy, but I can wonder what it would be like to date hiet off my back

Great Now you’re talking to yourself

So? Who said talking to yourself isn’t healthy? It’s good to work through problems, no matter how you have to do it

Journaling would be easier, moron

Yes, true—but Kaylee can find a journal, and we don’t actually trust her, DO we?

Not even a little

I slap a hand over my mouth

I’ve never admitted that to anyone, never even admitted it to myself: I do not trust my roo her out without tellingme half the blame

Ruthless

She would toss me over in a heartbeat

Friends? Ha!

With friends like her, who needs enemies?

And so, dear s to myself and won’t share them with her or with anyone—except maybe Eliza I can definitely trust her to keep my secrets

If I had any