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“I gotta go” I hung up the phone before Kevin could do or say anything, and then I did what I’d been doing for four straight weeks

I pulled the covers over my head and cried

Chapter Thirty-Eight

It’s not over until I say it is…

Lucas

“You’re in a good ainst the wall and leanedand dance or…”

“Shut up,” I snapped “I’m just tired”

“This isn’t about paying a certain reporter off then covering up a story about being in love only to lie to everyone, yourself included, then asking the label to send the one girl you love away, right?”

I didn’t kno to even begin to respond to that

Rae and I still weren’t talking

He felt like I’d betrayed hi

I felt like he’d betrayedhe knew about us

And the final nail in the coffin waspublic with her only to find out that a picture of her and Rae had already surfaced,

There would be no co us, no coroup

And I knew Grace If I would have asked her as roup, and I would have hatedher

So I did it

I sacrificed us teo to her Instead, our group blew up even more, to the point that we couldn’t even sneak out anymore

Getting McDonald’s would be a chore

And not just in Korea, but also in the States, where we got boet chased out by screa fans

It was too s were still too raw I still tasted her mouth; I still felt her skin on mine

I still wanted her so much it hurt

I hung my head in my hands and slid down the wall onto the floor I was so sick that I felt like I was going to puke

“I wouldn’t go in there—” Kai’s voice came from the hallway

The door opened