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I knohat you’re going to say, though I had an impossible choice It was either protect ain

And why exactly did I sell Ethan out?

Because I didn’t want to run Because I wanted to stay in New York City andthat Ethan would understand

Ito hi his heart under false pretense

And what did he do?

He gaveI wanted

He gavefor the software that runs the Illicit Escape He let me keep my home

He gaveI asked for

But it turns out, while I was onto hiive me and hold me

To take me back

But isn’t that the story of my life?

Always thinking about myself?

Leaving teaching to get intoabout the people ere relying on an to split my time as an elementary school teacher and a model

And then when a better offer ca the implications to others when I moved into porn

Maybe I deserved someone who used me as casually as Robert did Maybe I never hit him, but I abused others with ht about theood for me