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That’s how many days it’s been since Arsen first met me when I was still a stripper outside of Scorcher's I don’t know if you reot off at the Plaza If he hadn’t taken the cab in that direction, I would have never gone through Ti on me Peter would have never attacked me outside of the Simulated Pleasures offices, and I would have never had sex with Arsen, and King Henry would be all I would be thinking about

Sixty-nine

That’s the first time Henry called me He was, and still is, referred to in the Si Henry This job was never supposed to be a per So ree from Yale to use Lately, I’ve come up with a newer plan that you may not like That plan is to have as much phone sex with Henry and as much real sex with Arsen as possible, because I won’t be able to hang on to both forever That much is clear I have to come clean to one of them

Sixty-two thousand three hundred and ninety one

Otherwise known as 62,391 That’s how es start at 999 abonuses, that’s for sure Just fro to fall in love with When I’ in love with Arsen The only positive about all of this is that I’ at the strip club It givesoff student loans, and start laying the foundation for et a call that shows Client 5,with the excite to end

One hundred

That's how many times I've cum in the last seventy-five ti crazier and crazier It’s like a drug I can’t get enough Every time I have hi I want is more I would be fine if you took away food, water, and sleep fro as you left Arsen and his cock We’ve done it in every room and surface of his apartment and mine He’s taken me in public—not just near Southwest New York, but other areas as well One afternoon ent for a walk in Central Park I was teasing hi a pants and I could feel the slap of his hand on my ass cheek It reminded me of when Henry had ht my hand to his crotch and felt his cock thicken inthat no one would discover us A week later, I gave Arsen a blowjob in a taxicab co he returned the favor and used his fingers to hit h times in a come hithe

r as when I say I’m addicted to sex with Arsen I would shuckthat would drawHenry

Forty-two

That’s how many tiht that working as a phone sex operator would asree with me when I say that I was pretty convinced I would have to up ood—remember, my last job was at a strip club, but still, over the phone people can tell when you’re not into so based on your voice But every time he calls, my heart starts to beat faster I pick up and hear his confident, co Then he tells me what he wants me to do to that will please him In that moment, I exist for his pleasure To service hi of lust and confusion for several hours afterward I can still go aboutBecause the day feels ee presence of Henry in my heart

Five

That’s how many times I’ve tried to tell Arsen that I love another person in addition to hi I haven't even told Arsen that I love hi him I love two people And I can’t honestly say I love hioing to have to choose one day Nevermyself to someone I haven’t ever seen Whose only interaction with h his voice over a phone sex line I can tell that King Henry—Client 5, feels the same way about me, frorowing up The sighs I hear e talk Even the silences are things that I pay attention to With Arsen, his very presence is stih And I have so much more with him I can see him I can touch him Taste him The impact he has on me is spread out over so many senses Henry's impact is just based on what I can hear

One

That’s how many other people know about ures that she should be the one I go to with all my troubles But believe it or not, ever since I left, she and I have been getting close We ular basis I’m happy to spend ti

“I think you need to tell Arsen what’s going on,” Yasa after an appointment with Client 5 where I literally shook and convulsed as as to drive yourself crazy”