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Otherwise known as 62,391 That’s how es start at 999 abonuses, that’s for sure Just fro to fall in love with When I’ in love with Arsen The only positive about all of this is that I’ at the strip club It givesoff student loans, and start laying the foundation for et a call that shows Client 5,with the excite to end

One hundred

That's how many times I've cum in the last seventy-five ti crazier and crazier It’s like a drug I can’t get enough Every time I have hi I want is more I would be fine if you took away food, water, and sleep fro as you left Arsen and his cock We’ve done it in every room and surface of his apartment and mine He’s taken me in public—not just near Southwest New York, but other areas as well One afternoon ent for a walk in Central Park I was teasing hi a pants and I could feel the slap of his hand on my ass cheek It reminded me of when Henry had ht my hand to his crotch and felt his cock thicken inthat no one would discover us A week later, I gave Arsen a blowjob in a taxicab co he returned the favor and used his fingers to hit ht as when I say I’m addicted to sex with Arsen I would shuckthat would drawHenry

Forty-two

That’s how many tiht that working as a phone sex operator would asree with me when I say that I was pretty convinced I would have to up ood—remember, my last job was at a strip club, but still, over the phone people can tell when you’re not into so based on your voice But every time he calls, my heart starts to beat faster I pick up and hear his confident, co Then he tells me what he wants me to do to that will please him In that moment, I exist for his pleasure To service hi of lust and confusion for several hours afterward I can still go aboutBecause the day feels ee presence of Henry in my heart

Five

That’s how many times I’ve tried to tell Arsen that I love another person in addition to hi I haven't even told Arsen that I love hi him I love two people And I can’t honestly say I love hioing to have to choose one day Nevermyself to someone I haven’t ever seen Whose only interaction with h his voice over a phone sex line I can tell that King Henry—Client 5, feels the same way about me, frorowing up The sighs I hear e talk Even the silences are things that I pay attention to With Arsen, his very presence is stih And I have so much more with him I can see him I can touch him Taste him The impact he has on me is spread out over so many senses Henry's impact is just based on what I can hear

One

That’s how many other people know about ures that she should be the one I go to with all my troubles But believe it or not, ever since I left, she and I have been getting close We ular basis I’m happy to spend ti

“I think you need to tell Arsen what’s going on,” Yasa after an appointment with Client 5 where I literally shook and convulsed as as to drive yourself crazy”

“I know,” I agree with her “But it’s already been so long I don't kno I get out of the hole I’m already in”

“The longer you stay silent, the deeper that hole gets to cliht

The only proble with me

Twelve

That’s howhim that I needed to see him He seemed okay and we made plans to meet at the Central Park Boathouse