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Maybe it was the alcohol Maybe it was how long it had been since I'd been with a woman I didn't knohat it was, but I pulled Emma toward me and kissed her This time, it was no accident She kissedpast h her hair and relished the feel of her firhtly to ered in mine and the scent of her filled my nose It was a heady ht fire
I lifted her up, turning and setting her down on the counter behind us, still kissing her Though tempted to let et too handsy In case she changed her mind, I didn't want her to feel uncomfortable
Then she surprised me when she tookour kiss and staring into my eyes as she did so
“I want you to touch me I want you to feel my body,” she said, her voice breathy “I want you to kiss me And most of all, I want you to fuck me”
My head was spinning Yes, I wanted her God, I wanted her with every fiber ofbody against mine would be absolute heaven But I had to think, to keep my head I couldn't be stupid about this She was, after all, hter and e of her? If her father found out, would he see it any other way?
Before I could answer my own questions, however, Es around ain There was fire and purpose in her kiss It was powerful and overwhel
She dotted soft kisses down ain “Yes, Marcus Please touch me”
My hands were still on her breasts, so I kneaded the forward on h the thin fabric of her tank top She shuddered against me, and when she lifted her head, I saw the look of pleasure in her eyes But even more than that, I saw the look of absolute need in them
She wanted me
I wanted her God, I wanted her
“You said you were a virgin?” I said,
She nodded “Yes, I a myself for someone special, and I want you to be my first”
Oh God The idea of how tight she'd beher first filled s But could I bear the responsibility of being her first? Did she really want her first time to be with me, in my kitchen, while ere both tipsy? Was that really the way she'd envisioned her first time?
Back in e days, I wouldn't have hesitated to rip her clothes off in a heartbeat I would have had her on that counter over and over again and not thought twice about it But the fact of the e days Not even close I was a grownI wanted to do was ruin what should be a special irl
Being a responsible adult sucked sometimes