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As much as I'd distanced myself from the opposite sex since Gina's death, I was still very attracted to wo met, but I pushed those aside for et my rocks off Besides, ould I do with the kids while I was getting laid?

It was an impossible situation, and because it had been a while and I was feeling a little horny, I caught hter

Eht ave her an aard little wave, which she returned I looked away, focusing ontoo intently That would be eirl like her

Too old and carried too e

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The dream was always the same

“It's probably nothing,” Gina toldtest What are you so afraid of?”

Gina didn't know then the extent of , brown eyes were so wide, so innocent, and so full of love And so, I'd lied to her

“You're probably right I' to worry about”

“Exactly,” she said, cuddling in close to my body

We were ina ether for five ht she knew , I have no doubt she'd never have fallen for me in the first place But I was practiced at it by the point, and was able to hide the real me very well

I hid it from everyone

“My boyfriend is going to play in the NFL,” she'd say proudly “Maybe you can finally afford that engage ”

Butthe draft Not once in all seven rounds I'd screwed it all up

And when I found out that ain, and no team would touch me, I was numb But it was Gina who'd cried the most