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But he’d never been attracted to women, and it had proved impossible to compartmentalize his attraction for an apparently only felt those kinds of tender feelings for women, and as Seth to question that?

Logan did say he’d topped men occasionally What would it be like? Seth shuddered, boldly touching hiuilt that flared Was it really less of a sin to have sex when you were in love? Why shouldn’t he be able to fantasize?

Taking a deep breath, he let hisies

What would it be like to have his cock in my ass? He’s nice and thick He’d stretch ood—the way I need it

Seth’s breath caught as he jerked hiranite tiles white as he i deliciously filthy things in his ear

As the guilt threatened to return, he shoved it away He ood? Why shouldn’t I enjoy sex? I don’t have to be in love to get off Why would God have asms if eren’t supposed to use them? Have them Whatever”

He laughed derisively and shut off the water “I really do talk to myself too much”

On the fuzzy bathmat, he rubbed his head with a towel It was fortunate that he’d e off He needed to keep his cool around Logan and rean did those things with strangers and didn’t have any feelings involved That’s what it was supposed to be

Yes, Seth was going to conquer his fear and stopdeal He was on the other side of the river Maybe he should install Grindr on his phone and hook up with souy

But he shuddered unpleasantly at the thought, reaching for his bathrobe and tying the belt tightly around his waist Although he’d only known Logan less than a week, he trusted hiht meet online

Taking that bold step and kneeling between Logan’s legs to suck hian had made him feel safe

Just as he had standing on the street in Saratoga Springs, big and strong at Seth’s side, helping hi kind—only holding up his end of their deal for a fake relationship—yet his support had felt genuine