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But I' my partner lock me out, keep me away, abandon me emotionally
I' level
I don't want to hurt But the alternative is worse Locking everyone out, hiding allto embrace love—
That isn't a life
It's not the life I want
I don't want to keep everything to myself anymore I want to have someone there To be there for him
Can Liam do that?
I don't know
But I know I have to ask I have to try
I promised Preston
I sort through hts as I shower, fix tea, make toast The raspberry jam is a far cry from the fancy stuff at the Pierceinin this future where I let someone take care of me
Maybe it's not Liam Maybe it's someone else
But, fuck, I really want it to be Liam
I need to say so, somehow explain
At least, I need to find him
I pull out my cell, but I chicken out I text Danielle instead
Briar: Did Liam come back to the city?
Danielle: He and Si
Briar: Thanks
Danielle: What happened?
Briar: Love is complicated
Danielle: It is
If he's on his way, I need to get dressed I need to do so I find a simple outfit A black sundress and sandals
My phone buzzes with a string of texts
Danielle: He's downstairs He asked me to say that
Briar: How are you involved?
Danielle: Opal is texting me
Briar: I have an audience?
Danielle: Apparently Should I tell them to step off?
Briar: I prefer one on one
Danielle: She says no promises
Briar: Tell her I'll buy her a bottle of gin if she does
Danielle: She says you're not good for it unless you stick with Liam
Briar: Is she really doubting my word?
Danielle: Sounds like it
There's a knock on my door
Danielle: Shit, I think it's happening Good luck, Briar We're still friends, no matter what happens
I take a deep breath Let out a slow exhale
Easy breaths
Steady breaths
It's six steps to my door