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I s and try to cal,” I whisper After that, I told ain, and if I did, I’d fight, screas this ti to enjoy it if I hadn’t woken up too soon

“No, it’s not,” he argues “It’s just a fantasy Everyone has those And that’s normal”

“It’s not the violence I crave,” I tell hih, I think it’sso overcome with desire for me that he can’t be stopped And the fact I have no say over what he does The feeling of having no control h I run I let hiet it all out Matt didn’t want to hear how I felt, and he never ain

Ryat’s eyes searchshame

“I know, it sounds stupid,” I whisper

“No, it doesn’t”

“It’s just hard to explain” I lick my wet lips

“I think it makes perfect sense”

Biting my bottom lip, I add, “I think the man was you”

He adjusts himself on his side and props his head up in his hand “Why is that?”

“Because up until now, he’s never had a face” It’s just always been a blur Or I just never remembered it when I woke up

“And you sawusted in the least hat I just told him

“No He earing a mask The same one you have,” I answer softly I’ve only ever seen Ryat wearing the ht at the house of Lords party, and at that time, I didn’t even knoas him

He sighs, his free hand lazily running up and down on my arm, “Well, after e did at the house of Lords party, when I had a mask onthen you were unconscious when I touched you here in your apartuy’s place I’ve dominated you And that’s what you like”