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“There’s nothing wrong with that,” I blurted out Fuck, he couldn’t leave I could already feel the anxiousness bursting within s I’d never dared dream to hear fro screwed, it wasn’t even funny Yet again, I couldn’t o to France with him because I needed distance, and when he offered distance, I freaked out? Come the fuck on

“It is if my interest is misplaced,” he replied patiently “And that didn’t coet to know you better, son It’s the fixation that bothersto you in a desperate atteood for either of us”

I took a couple quick pulls fro

I’d never been this close to hi, I had to make a choice, and for the first tio full steam ahead To actually make myself available for him, to show him I wanted more, that I wanted him

That was terrifying as fuck

But when had I ever let fear stopmy arm

“May the rebellion in your blood save you from their shackles”

Shackles came in different forms, for atrue toto take a leap that wouldthose shackles on myself, and they didn’t make sense like they used to Before, it was obvious Shan had been straight and happily ure and sons’ best friend

I’d been such an idiot too, believing I would find liberty in the darkness with him only because I was able to express myself physically But freedoht for out in the open

“Tell , Kellan”

What I was thinking I was thinking that he orth it, no matter the outcome I had to jump, even if it wrecked me I was a wreck without him anyway

I raked my teeth across arette