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Grant ran his finger across her botto it back and forth “Is that the only reason?”
“I guess so Yes”
“Then no,” he told her fir some distance between them “We’ll fuck you, but on’tlove and fucking You know I’ve always felt that way If you can’t tell us you love us, that in your heart you realize you’ll never love anyone the way you once loved us, then fucking is all you get”
Grant’s expression changed considerably He was in immeasurable pain, and she could relate He wantedto supply If the roles had been reversed, she wondered what she ht do
“If that’s all you can give, I understand” She was tortured then, conflicted by the endless e rampant in all different directions She wassex was like some dirty deed, almost a form of corporal punishment
She was indeed hurt Grant and Blake clearly wanted her, but they refused to give her the understanding she desired most She was confused about the love element as well
Could they love her if they participated in a threesoement? What kind of man shared a woman with another man if he truly loved the wo the situation, she decided Blake and Grant held for her what she’d once felt for them—an unselfish love, an unconditional love, a love fated to re
Morgan saw that in thes She was unable to get in touch with her emotions Meth robbed her of the ability to feel love or extend the kind of compassion someone in love would easily share with a person they professed to care about
“Coe in his voice “I want you to go in the bathroom and shower When you come back to us, present yourself in the proper manner Then, we’ll treat you like you’re our woirl Okay?”
“If you ain, you’ll be punished Do you understand?” Blake asked
“Why are you being so mean?” she asked “I can’t help it that ht Kilo was here”
“You can control your thoughts Train your brain, Morgan Realize Kilo will never be in the saain,” Grant said firmly “You’re over the worst part Still, you’ll have clips and i on the severity of those and how much you welcomed evil forces into your life in the past, those will vary Unfortunately, we can’t do anything about those, and you’re on your own there, but there’s a way you can help yourself, and we expect your full compliance
“When you start hallucinating, I want you to tell yourself it’s a dreaination I want you to close your eyes and remember us Think of the love you and I once shared Think of how an The good ti days ahead”
“You don’t understand,” she muttered
“I grasp all I care to,” Grant said coolly “Go get cleaned up like I told you When you coins now Are we clear?”