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"It has and it is But I want you as well" He reaches out to take ive you what I can give You have to decide if it's enough"

I just sit there and look at hi in his eyes that tells me I can trust him

"India, do you really think I'd do this if I wasn't very serious about us?"

"I hope not, but I've seen you with so many women…"

"None of them were you"

"Why can't you say the word?"

He pulls his hand away "What word? What word haven't I said that doesn't indicate I want you and that I don't want anyone else?"

"You know," I say, frustrated that he won't say it Exclusive

"Take what I can give you or tell oodbye"

Our food co this very tense lance down at the food and although htly nauseated I don’t like this tension between us I don't want the drama

I realize I do want Jon

"Okay," I say finally I look up at Jon He stops what he's doing, apparently surprised at what I've said

"Okay what?"

"Okay, I'll take what you can give me"

He reaches across the table and takes my hand He pulls my hand to his lips and kisses esture and it warms my heart a little – well, a lot