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"I don't usually eatafter them"
"Why?" I asked as he spooned some rice pilaf into my mouth "Why don't you eat with them?"
"The relationship is just about sex"
"Eating is too personal?"
He nodded "But I like taking care of a sub's needs All of them It also reinforces my dominance, which is necessary for submission to work A sub needs to feel totally cared for, totally safe and cherished if she's going to submit completely That, your complete submission, is what I want"
I let hi the look of pleasure on his face as he did
"Have you figured out why you want a woman's coiven your training, you'd have some theories"
He shrugged a shoulder and cut up some fish, picked a piece and held the fork up toa woman completely under my control"
"What does that control give you?"
"When she's tied up co forin a deep breath "Co herher response to et me off as well But it's that she wants it, that she chooses it, that she trusts ets me off"
"Lara said she taught you to top soet off if the woman takes control?"
He chewed his food for a moment, his head tilted to one side
"I can, and di
d when Lara toppedfor ot me subs ere painsluts to see if I enjoyed it, but it did nothing for eon is used to cutting into the body, but it’s always to heal, fix, improve We create wounds, yes, but the patient never feels pain while we do it and we pride ourselves on a patient who experiences the least pain possible post-op I'm curious about sadists and masochists, but in an entirely clinical way, not sexual"
He stopped and looked at me pointedly "You don't have to worry There isn't a sadist hiding inside of et out I had ample opportunity to see if there was, and no"