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“It was supposed to be htYou want a piece?” she asked, and I shook my head

“Nah, I don’t care for cake like that I’m more of an ice cream type of person,” I let her know

“You’re probably the first person I ever uess we learn so room table

I saw it in her face that she was tired Tegan had to have been beating her ass I took a seat on the other chair right next to her

“Your pops been by to see her since you cah

“No He always acting like he’s so da hirandbaby Times like this is when I need my mother the most She died when I was six years old from breast cancer I never told you that I always just bypassed the conversation and kept it at she was dead, never really going into detail about it with you From there, it’s just been me, my father, and his wife His wife never cared to have children, so living with theood of a relationship You would think that my father wouldn’t have married her since it was clear as day that she didn’t like as be so blinded by pussy that they can’t even see when they arethe most fucked up decisions in life

“My father and I really haven’t been close in years because when , and he had a way of always putting his wife before me and my needs Luckily, I’ve always had dance as a passion, so when I was going through so deep, I was always able to escape and run back to that

“As mad as I am with my dad, I just really wish that he could at least act like he gives a fuck, you know? When I found out I was pregnant, the first thing that crossed nancy, because the way you acted after finding out that I was pregnant, I already knew you would tell et an abortion At the same tiain

“After my mama left me at six years old, I haven’t experienced real love ever since I felt like ive it to me I never wanted shit from you, Monterius I have my own money, my own spot, and I pay my own bills I just wanted you to be there for our child, especially since I’d alreadyto keep the baby We never addressed this, but negro, I didn’t trap you I was on birth control You’ve seen ht in front of you soet home late froet to take the to trap awith somebody

“Any time we had sex, I would always be under the impression that you and Twinkle were broken up because that’s what you would tellthat I can honestly say that I’ve learned from Whoever I take seriously the next time around, I want him to know my birthday, my favorite color, and whatever else it is for hiiving me a mouthful

“Let’s start over then That’s what the fuck I was in the kitchen trying to do, but you started talking about being a rebound and shit,” I said

This wasn’t even co that Twinkle had moved on, so I felt like I had to turn around and do the sa to be honest, Twinkle and I were done from the moment shorty packed her shit up and moved to her an, but because I loved her ass sothat we could somehow try to rekindle our relationship, but now that I knew it’s over for real, I had to do what the fuck I had to do that would a happy

Nah, I didn’t want toto a point where we could get to know each other on some deeper level shit, and wherever that led us, I would be cool with that Before Trinity and I did anything going further, we needed to work on the friendship side of things, because it felt like I had a baby with a stranger

“That’s because I aether, and if Twinkle wasn’t engaged right now, you wouldn’t even look my way on some serious shit You and Twinkle broke up plenty of tihout that time, you had numerous opportunities to taketo allow you to play on my heart like that I’m a woman Therefore, I know that you still love Twinkle It’s just that love isn’t enough right now for her to try to work things out for the two of you because of the child that you and I share On top of that, who’s to say if she’s even going to a?

“When the two of you finally decide that y’all want to work it out, then what? What the fuck am I supposed to do then? Just sit back with a broken heart? Nah, it’s not happening Although I’ve never had anything even close to what you and Twinkle have, I’ve witnessed relationships through h to kno love works If Twinkle loves you, I mean, really, really loves you, then there may be a little hope for the two of you I know you’ll choose her over me in a heartbeat I won’t be your second runner up, Monterius My heart is not a toy, and I just won’t allow you to even play on it like that,” she said, being firm in her answer