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I could use soy that I had built up in e, and it just still felt so fresh toabout the baby that Monterius could possibly have on the way, I would have been able to deal with this a little better Knowing that I lost a baby, yet there was a bitch out there who could be giving hiered me

I didn’t want to believe that we serve a petty God I didn’t want to believe that the abortion I snuck and got two years ago was the cause of e I really just wanted to believe that it was an unfortunate case of an ectopic pregnancy like the doctor told me Leave it toIt was so fucked up how it happened because I’d literally just made e happened I’d literally just begun to accept the fact that I was going to go through with having my baby, and then boom, I was robbed of that chance

Since the e, I couldn’t stand to be back in that house Although Monterius had the cleaners come out and do a deep clean, I swore that I could still s roo to look for a spot of my own for Dreaa, I ets, but the nigga was only doing it because he felt fuckin’ guilty about his new baby that would be here in a couple of months I loved Monterius so a

“They look so pretty Let me see your toes too,” I said to Dream

She kicked her leg out and showed ; our day started in the hair salon While she got her hair braided by one of the stylists, I got my hair washed and blown out These days, I embraced my natural hair This was my first time out of the house in weeks

When I woke up this et out of the house and pah In theon hed because this nigga just didn’t how to call soular It’s like he had to see your face when he talked to you

I answered and iround was

“Boy, where you at?” I asked, squinting to get a good look, but I really couldn’t tell

“My kids got h with Dreaot here,” Billion told me

I sood father

“We’ll be leaving the nail salon soon, and then we’re gonna come,” I told him

Drea up and down because she had been all up into Extre, and playing around in the little arcade We did what I wanted to do thisher to have fun with her other cousins

“Aight, cool I’ll see you when you get here,” he told me, and then he ended the phone call

In exactly tenthe nail salon Luckily, where ere going wasn’t really far, so it would only take fifteen minutes or so In the h the Bluetooth in the car I s, so I kneas Loyal about to do her afternoon check-in I went through the steps of answering the phone for her

“Hi, Mommmmyyyyy,” Dream cooed from the backseat