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In the past, my asn’t that credible, but it had been almost seven fuckin’ months since I’ve stepped out I was done with that shit Two things were going to happen fro to snap and kill ood, and there wouldn’t be shit that I could do to get her back I realized that shit o, which is why my black ass had been faithful
I orking on getting out of the streets That right there was like , and once this hustling shit was over, I planned to propose On top of that, I had a house being built froround up for Twinkle and me That house had been in the works for almost two years, and no one knew about that shit but my mama I hated that I was accused of soht
Before all of this shit happened, Twinkle and I were in a good space Billion was ho his five years, and shit was just cool Yeah, I wasn’t hoa was so fuckin’ good to her ass,at the doctor’s office plus doing her online clothing business Some days I would purposely beat her home, so I could already have dinner cooked, her bathwater ran, with her pajamas and shit already laid out on the bed Then, when it cairl like she was hter
A year ago, when Loyal went in for that shit load of charges and the judge hit her with ten years, Twinkle letto file for temporary custody of Dream and have her move in with us I ain’t ask no questions about it, I just ith the flow I stepped up, and it was because of Drea about being a father I may fuck up here and there when it came to Twinkle, but since Dream moved in with us, I couldn’t reirl Yeah, Dream had her daddy in the picture and whatnot, but she stayed with us, so ultimately, I did a lot for Dream
I was a good irl, I was done There was no point inwith so, probably for the rest of my life
“Why you not saying nothing? You must be on her side like you always are I swear, that woman can kill me, and you’ll still try to justify the shit that she did You so else, man,” I said, pissed within front of me
It was Saturday , and I was atfor the past teeks I could have still been sleeping at the old house since I knew that Twinkle wasn’t going to be over there, but I ain’t want to be in a place that used to be filled with so much love, and now the shit was just dead As much as I didn’t want to step foot in that house, I had to drop by later today because a nigga needed some more clothes and shit
Myin the kitchen with her back propped up on the kitchen counter She stared atI know society hates when people say this, but this wo up I ain’t never have a daddy in the picture I kneho the fuck nigga was, though, because when I was younger, he would pop in and out of a ain’t ever help take care of me
When my birthday came around or Christmas, he made it clear that those holidays didn’t have shit to do with hio out of his way to come and see me at least He ain’t ever attend any major moments in my life, like when I always h school… nothing I hadn’t seen the nigga in years, and because I’d forced ht past me today, and I wouldn’t even knoas him
My mama had raduated froled a little bit when I was a kid, but it was never no shit where ere ho, I probably just wore the same pair of shoes for a whole school year or the sarow up not havingis increased times ten, which is why I turned to the streets by the time I was fourteen
As a little nigga, I sa the older niggas were living, so I wanted to live like that too Because I was best friends with Billion, I saw the way his daddy was living Billion’s daddy was a hustler, and he had all the fly shit All the lil niggas, myself included, wanted to be like him
I reie of coke in my room, under my mattress, that I was supposed to sell the next day Mannnnn, she fucked my little ass up in that bedroom It didn’t even matter that she beat me the way she did or screa, because I ended up doing the shit anyway I was hardheaded like aso that anyone could say or do to changethat ain This beautiful ass house that she was living in was paid for Her bank account was full, so she was straight for life
“I’ you vent because I know you’re angry You’re probably not going to agree withathat you have to earn, and—”
I cut her off by sucking ht there, I just knew that she was about to say sothat’s earned? That’s stupid
“Hear me out before you catch an attitude In the black coh wives or fiancées All we see these days are baby as’ babies, and after that, it’s like you’re stuck in that box of being nothing more than a baby mama Other than that, o to do shit but cheat on her every second he gets? I ain’t saying that Twinkle is right for what she did, but youthat you can do whatever the fuck you want, while a woman is supposed to sit at ho your ass back