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I was starting to understand him

Which was only cos

Because ree that he was kind of a good guy And since uy was right forweird shit creep into my head

Shit like how our deether

Or how being serial-killing vigilante justice seekers was the neer couple dynamic

Jesus Christ

What the hell rong with me?

We weren’t a couple

We were never going to be a couple

No matter how much we may have had in common

“So, are you going to tell , or…” I said as we made our way into the jet

“Or,” Bella me a smirk

“You’re ridiculous But I’ive it since I a a torrid affair with your fancy coffeedown into one of the bucket seats, and strapping myself in

“You have a fancy coffee maker at your place”

“You checked out my coffee maker?” I asked as he dropped down in the seat across from me

“Well, I was looking for your diary I thought it was the most likely place I would find it”

“Cute”

“You knohat I didn’t find?” he asked

“What?”

“My competition”

“Your coot his insinuation “Well, that’s because there is no co as he puffed up a bit “You don’t vibrate at ten different levels of intensity,” I added, getting a s

I ood when you just needed to get off, when you were just so daht anymore But it wasn’t really a replacement for sex

To me, there was no comparison

Sure, asm faster, but it wasn’t just about that for me I wanted that excitement, that anticipation I wanted the touch and the sounds

I mean, my vibrator couldn’t exactly dirty-talk me, could it? It couldn’t run its hand down my spine or pull my hair or spank my ass or come with me

Given the choice, I would choose sex with a partner over solo good vibes

But Bellamy really didn’t need to know that

And he damn sure didn’t need to know that sex with him was probably the best I’d had