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Hattie Mae

I awake soone home It eet of hi to anyone about what a loser I am…about Justin I don’t think that he would, but people here love to gossip Zane is the first person I have told about Justin Kiesha doesn’t even know about hiet up and switch e he sent me stops me dead in my tracks

Justin: I a down to Texas I need to see you

Me: I don’t want to see you

Justin: I miss you I think about you all the time I was so stupid

Me: Justin please don’t say things like that to ht toto bed We can talk tomorrow

I turn my phone off before he can say more I don’t knohat he wants What does he expect from me? Does he think he can just show up here and say he was stupid and that makes his betrayal void? Life doesn’t work that way I’m not wired that way Once a cheater always a cheater in my book My dad was a serial cheater He couldn’t keep it in his pants according to my mom And by the stories Bethel has told about him he wasn’t faithful to Mary either

I toss and turn all night as Justin’s betrayal invades my sweet dreams of Zane

We were back on the four-wheeler and he was grinning atintome under his spell I wanted hi lips

Holding entle His breath tickledwhat I wanted to give him and then poof he vanished into thin air and I was face to face with Justin

I woke up clutching my chest and drenched in sweat

I’m not ready to see him

I don’t know if I will ever want to see him

I loved hiht because when I am around Zane I feel so much passion So much sexual tension

Maybe it’s only lust