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“His last request was that you be the one to clean out his trailer He wants you to spend ti my lips up toward my nose

“Why would I want to do that?”

“I don’t know but it is his last request”

“Is there anything else?”

“Yes, his remains He was cremated and wishes you to spread his ashes, but I am afraid he didn’t say where His Will said you’d know if you do as he wished”

“Uh huh So, e him in his death when he couldn’t be bothered to see me, not ever He couldn’t even pick up a phone for me Great” I snatch the envelope froan for his time

I don’t knohat to think but right now I shovehis ashes What am I to do with his ashes? Do I sit him on a shelf and pretend it’s a vase?

I don’t know

When I get to my car I let out a shaky breath and tears burn in my eyes I don’t knohy I’er ripples through me at his demands Why me? Didn’t he have anyone else? Another family? A wife?

r />As I sit inmy mom to tell her the news, not that she would care We haven’t spoken since I e of sixteen

It sounds pathetic that I don’t have anyone to tell other than Justin

My mother warned me not to make him my world Said it would bite s and moved in with him I don’t have it in me to hear I told you so Not fro, and ht noant to push all the bullshit aside and feel Justin’s arms around me I need for us to be okay even if it is a lie Just for tonight I need him to pretend he still loves me

Wiping ether and putthe urn that holds his reer

I will deal with him later

After picking up the takeout I head home The whole drive to our apart in the pit ofthe car