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“Don’t do this to me, please be okay” Someone shouts in my ears as my head pounds

Thump

Thump

So touches my mouth It feels soft, velvety

Gasp

I try to suck in a breath

Big mistake

Water gurgles in my throat

I feel like I want to vomit, but only little spurts run out the sides of my mouth

Coughing and sputteringat me orry etched all over his face, he looks like sorave

Bradly is in his grave on our wedding day I want to feel sad about it but the well of tears connected to my heart has dried up

“Have you lost youratso fucking stupid Penny?” He shakeson the cold tile of the bathroom floor

I try to open my mouth to explain it was just an accident, but my words escape me My throat feels like it has been raked over with sandpaper My lungs burn

“I can’t believe you tried to kill yourself,” he yells at , buff ar me in Jake has killer biceps froreat shape to keep up with the demands of a tour

“I fell, du happens…,” I finally mumble out at hio out, if ending it all was my desire I’m too selfish to die