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Maybe I should have brought Stewart along He probably would have loved this I don’t want to give hi him around, and I don’t want to lose his friendship

Butterflies flutter in et out of the car As alk through the sea of tour busses, we are catcalled by a few roadies, and it gives my confidence a much needed boost

Penny gets us cleared through security, and I ith her so she can check in, and I can find out where she will be posted

It turns out Penny will actually get to stay without flyers for the Speedhile alk around and check out the different bands

I wonder who is playing It has been so long since I have allowed myself to enjoy music I avoid always it …afraid I will hear his band Afraid I will hear the voice that owns me completely

‘Want you so bad, Kat’

Five words that I long to hear froht, and I cannot breathe re his face

Why did I agree to this? Penny…right She looks over and sees the panicked expression on my face

“You’re thinking about him, aren’t you?”

I gulp gasping for air and I nod

“You’ll be fine I pro atthis way

“I feel stupid I don’t knohy so to a concert has to be so hard, Penny?” I must be the worst best friend, ever She can’t take me anywhere

“Because you love him, Katie You alill” She smiles weakly and fluffs my hair

“That’s what scares ohi hi him

“Who says you have to, Katie?” She grabscrowd