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But noshe could never do that They were a gift from Lex and Jax And that made them much too special to part with Even if the only place she’d ever be able to wear the room

Lily’s thoughts continued to wander Against her better judght of Katarina There’d been pain in Jax’s eyes when he’d spoken of her But toward the end of their conversation, there’d been a flicker of light as well She was curious to knohat that was all about

Admittedly, the situation was a complex one to dissect and reconcile On the one hand, Katarina was in the past But on the other hand—that wasn’t necessarily true, because they were still so caught up in the s for her Or about her Lily wasn’t really sure which

All she kneas that theyher had shattered them both That was intently reflected in their music, as she’d concluded the first ti to Jax’s chilling notes

So, back to the proble It seemed like the wisest choice

Also the hardest

As she thought this through, she couldn’t help but believe last night was really the tip of the iceberg For them all It’d been a phenomenal experience in her mind And while it wasn’t a unique scenario for the two men, the fact that they hadn’t been with the sa about Lily that resonated with them both That attracted them both That drew them both in So that they were able to put aside their past pain and explore a new e

Lex and Jax knehat they were doing She was certain of it Last night had flowed seamlessly for theh their sole purpose was her pleasureand what they’d derive fro it

But she wasn’t an expert on threesomes Had never even delved into the notion until she’d arrived at the ht up in theof it, the implications—or, rather, the ramifications

There was a very good possibility that these two o of Katarina And what Lily provided for them in the bedroom was a physical substitute for the woman they’d loved Still loved?

Shit She didn’t know Worse, theafter was hardly the time to pose all these philosophical questions laced with the very insecure, Where is this headed?

Okay There was her reality check

She was getting way ahead of herself It’d been one night It wasn’t as though she’d fallen in love Right?

Hopefully

No, no Not love