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“You can’t just say so like that and think it will all be better That’s confusing, Will Please”

Running a hand down my face, I released a breath “I’m not allowed to tell you what I want fro that has happened—” I stopped, debating if I should tell her the truth

“Will?”

“I don’t want you to go” I looked at her “It’s your life and I get that and I respect it Of course, I do, but that doesn’t mean … I don’t want you to leave me, to leave us I know there’s a wonderful world out there and you can do whatever the hell you want and part of o and do that away from all this bullshit, but at the same time…” I couldn’t do it I couldn’t finish

“It would mean I’d leave you and you don’t want me to”

With ether, I nodded

Silence I hated fucking silence

“Sian, I … I love you” I looked her in the eye as I said it I wasn’t going to give her this giant ball of guilt and then not tell her my reasons for it She deserved to know the truth

“Will?” Her voice was a soft whisper

I held o “Look, I get it, okay We’re a foursoe with us I can’t speak for the other guys If you go, I know I can’t follow you, but … know that everywhere you go, whatever you do, I will love you for the rest of listening inside them “Don’t Don’t cry”

“How can I not when you just said that to me?”

I cupped her cheek “You needed to kno I felt”

“How can you love me?” she asked

“Have you met you?”

“I’m…”