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By the age of twelve, I had been abused by the staff at my home in—, local social workers, care staff and a probation officer All of these professions attract paedophiles, and although they are in the minority (20), they are well aware of each other, and they network together, andof all, they protect each other
I know a child as articulate enough by the age of fourteen to tell the authorities what he was being put through, so they just moved hiin an investigation, while other paedophiles carried on abusing him
At the age of thirteen I ran away and h in— It was there that I first met a ht he got me drunk, not too difficult when you’re only thirteen He rapedme out to like-minded men Whenever you read in the tabloid press about rent boys for sale, don’t assume that they do it by choice, or even that they’re paid They are often locked up, and controlled like any other prostitute, and have little or no say in what happens to their life
controlled es, schoolmasters, police officers, politicians and o
ther upstanding citizens who are the back-bone of our country (I can tell you of birthmarks, wounds and peculiarities for almost every one of these men)
One night in the West End when I was still thirteen, I was arrested by the police whilewas trying to sell me to a customer I was collected from the nick by a social worker, who took istrate,For the next fourteen days, [he] buggereda court order that I should be returned to [ and systematic abuse
After a couple of months, I was transferred to—, a hospital for eain, the staff abusedThey threatened to apply EST, electric shock treat to—, and have lived there ever since I was only fourteen at the tiht up with me This tiht er me on a daily basis One or two liked to whip me with a belt, while others punchedsex When they eventually stopped, they occasionally left a sift) on ot out of the flat, unless I was accompanied by
By the age of fifteen, I was sniffing glue, regularly getting drunk, and having sex with countless , it was all just part of my daily life
This life, if that’s what you can call it, continued for another four years, during which tiazines, and appeared in porn films
By the age of eighteen, I no longer served any purpose for these men, so I was thrown out onto the street and left to fend for lary of a department store, Lillywhites I was arrested and sent to Borstal for six months When I was released, I continued with a life of cri else
By noas six foot one and weighed 190 pounds, so didn’t find it difficult to get a job in security, which is so often on the fringes of crime
In 1980, at the age of eighteen, I met my future wife, who had no idea what my real job was, or that for twelve years I had been sexually abused During the next five years, we had two sons, and twelve years later in 1997, we decided to get married
I was already earning a good living as a cri ell until I was arrested in 1997 for DSS fraud I had beenfalse claims in several names for several years, to the tune of £28 million, for which I received a three year sentence, which caused e to be put off
During an by letter and telephone, to let my wife know that I had for sometime been involved in a life of crime But it wasn’t until I was released that I revealed to her any details of the sexual abuse I had been put through Her reaction was iusted, and reviled, and said she couldn’t understand why I hadn’t reported these men to the authorities What authorities were there for an After all it was the authorities ere buggering hteen, when I was no longer of any use to them, they threw me out onto the streets’
She couldn’t coain, and this time it was by someone I cared for, which made it far worse She described me as a filthy person, who allowed dirty old men to rape me, because I wanted love and affection There was no way I could begin to make her understand