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But no matter how much I want her, no matter how ive it, now is not the tiic experience at the hands of my twin brother Quite frankly, I’ I’ve done in the past aside, Theo’s actions, and he and I sharing the same face How can she look at me and not see him?

With th than I kneas capable of, I pull my lips from hers

“Baby, we can’t do this”

She frowns and the tiny crease between her eyes tor she asks froht now The first time I take her I want her mind solely on me, not on my brother or what he did to her

“But I want to, Luca” She leans forward and kisses the center of rip my cock

“Fuck,” I hiss, and throw back my head

The pleasure is too great, and I’m momentarily frozen for a second as she sainst all ing her palm to lie flat over my chest

“You don’t knohat you’re asking, Jules,” I tell her roughly “You’re scared and vulnerable right now, and not ready for this”

Her fingers curl againsteyes “I do knohat I’ you to ht now, but I knoith 100 percent certainty that I want you”

I close ainst hers,it ive in

“I can’t—” I break off and take a deep breath I openbreak ret it later,” I finish hoarsely

She grabs le soft kiss against aze deeply into each other’s eyes

“I’, and I want you to listen carefully What Theo did to me was horrible, and yes, I realize I want to use you to help et what he did To take away his touch and replace it with yours For that”—her eyes drop for aback to me—“I’m ashamed of myself, and I’m sorry” I open my mouth to shut that shit down, but she shakes her head “It’s not just that reason though, Luca It’s not even a big part of why I want you to make love to me I want to because it’s you I wanted you before today I wanted you before yesterday I’ll want you the same tomorrow and the day after and the week after next What Theo did hasn’t and won’t ever change that”

Fuck

I a done for Her earnest words rip ether How in the hell this wo I’ll never understand, but dao now