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I don’t tell hi too far It’she’s done It’s h it It’s ive Theo a chance

I draw in a breath and fortify my resolve After I nod, I respond meekly with, “Okay”

His head drops to my throat, where he inhales deeply After several moments, his hand at s Once they’re off, I lie there tautly His hand shs Not realizing I’htly, unconsciously trying to keep him out

“Open your legs for ood for you”

I stare up at the ceiling as I open s, unable to look at hiive even the sood

Disappoint Maybe I’m broke

n and incapable of feeling desire

I desperately want to believe that, but when Luca’s face coain, I know it’s not true

My jaw clenches when Theo lifts his Thankfully, he still has on a pair of sweatpants His fingers brush against ainst the pillow Before I have tiers inside I’ain, trying to push his hand away He doesn’t let ers in deeper either

“Shh… I’ ot too excited Please, Jules Let me do this”

My fingers tighten on his wrist, before I release it Tears brim in my eyes at the pain of his forceful invasion of my body, but I try to relax

His fingers move slowly in and out of me I’m dry, which makes the action even worse When his thule, and hope rushes through inity to hi on, because I haven’t had time to form a bond with him Maybe my body just needs to warm up

His o is gone Panic starts to set in

No! No! No! This isn’t right! my mind screams

“Theo—” I start, but he slants his lips overmy efforts to stop him