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“Maybe you should try opening up Not everyone is going to judge you based on your sexual needs Give hiret it later if you don’t And if he turns out to be an asshole, then I’ll kick his ass” He sle escape my lips

My head falls forward and lands on his chest His aro around my shoulders, and I wrap mine around his waist I want to believe him so much, but I’ve been put down and looked at with revulsion sodifferent

I lift my head and stare up at Nathan “I love you”

He sently across mine It’s not sexual, just an innocent kiss between friends It’s hoe’ve always been Out of all four of us, me and Nathan are the closest

“Love you too, Abs Now,” He slaps o take a shower You reek of hot, sweaty sex”

I laugh and slap his stomach

“Thank you for rescuing ht, Nathan”

“You know I’”

I smile, lean up and kiss his cheek, then turn to unlock my door Nathan stays on the other side until he hears the click of the lock I sluainst the hard wood and take in a deep breath

Could it be that easy, telling Blue aboutin my life But what happens if he’s okay with my sexual appetite? It still wouldn’t work out between us I can’t expect him to always be at my beck and call, and there will come a time that he won’t be around when I need hiet a handle on her sexual needs

I fist s painfully into my palm

It’s hopeless It doesn’t matter if he accepts me for me

I walk to ht; I do smell like sex I want to keep the smell on me forever, because I know part of that smell is Blue

Suddenly feeling sadder than I was before, I strip down and step inside the steale with the water now cleaning away the se e to take that step

The next afternoon, I’ on Ava to join lad as fuck the work day is finally over My head has been killing hts and drea of soover in the over has nothing to do with alcohol, and everything to do with a ly made just for me