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It’s Christmas Day, and while I was surprised to find Gwen in ry that she would be there on one of two days a year it’s not wise to be around rets still lingers in the back of ood distraction I know I shouldn’t use them as such, but damn, I don’t want them to leave
Gwen moves from her position on the floor by Daniel and coainst the couch, she’s forced to sit right beside ainst mine, and I feel it behind the zipper of my jeans
The da so fucking hard to keep hts pure when it co her in hts of tasting her wouldn’t leave ht after I ca me Not because I felt like I betrayed Clara because I was thinking of another woot no right thinking about another woman when I couldn’t even take care of the one I had before One that I loved with my whole heart One that I had a baby with that I couldn’t protect either
I’m a heartless bastard who should have his balls kicked into his throat
Then the anger ca there I wanted to lash out at her to make her leave Between the anniversary of Clara and Rayne’s death loouilt of what I just did in the shower, ht happen I’d wanted her gone at the same time my mind screamed at her to stay
Then she had to say the kids wanted to seeshe wanted to see me too I couldn’t turn them away
Things changed when I gave my consent The look in her eyes turned carnal as she ran theht to her and plunder her mouth with mine To lift her in my arms and carry her to my bed Only pure force of will held me back
Gwen shifts beside me and my dick starts to stiffen I jackknife off the couch so fast that Gigi ju the three in the living roolass of water
It’s getting harder and harder being around Gwen and holding in s that I don’t want to feel Having her kids here s I don’t want to want
Like a fahter
My eyes land once again on the bottle of Jalass I’ve never been one to drink excessively, but the urge to do so now is strong Anything to s disappear
I turn frolass ater, and find Gwen standing in the dooratching me curiously
“Would you like me to heat up so to stand opposite ainst the counter
I shakeher verbally I’m not sure how steady my voice will be at the moment
She glances down at her feet, then brings her head back up