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He grins at me, and reaches out to place his hand on my flat stomach

“Wow,” heto have a baby, Thea This is crazy”

His se I can tell he’s beyond happy And me? I don’t knohat I feel Not happiness Instead, I’ fear I can’t take care of a baby I can barely take care of myself

I know it’s wrong, but I alry, but jealous that he’s happy This should be my moment, one of the best in my life, and I don’t feel happy

Does that already make me a horrible mom?

Have I alreadybefore it even starts?

Don’t getdrastic, but I’m not ready for a baby I’ to be a mom?

I know plenty of people younger thankids, but they’re different from me I wanted to wait

I guess fate had other plans

Xander wraps his arht I’m still stunned and don’thi

m back

He kisses ainst him Normally, I co but cold right now

He cupshis forehead totellsto happen to us”

I press ht

“I’m scared,” I admit