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I locate my keys and dash out the door

There’s a drug store not too far down the road

I push the button to open the garage door and get in my car

I grip the wheel and inhale a deep breath, trying to calm myself but it turns into a sob

What if I’nant?

There’s a chance I’m not, but what if I am?

I just got done telling Xander I wasn’t ready to be a mom

I cover my face with my hands This should be a monumental moment in my life A happy one But instead, I only feel pure and utter terror

I couldn’t even keep a ha to take care of a baby?

“This can’t be happening,” Iout of the driveway

I hope to God Jace and Nova are gone when I get back I don’t need anyone to be a witness to my breakdown

I keep going over and over the dates in e, but they don’t

My period is late, and I feel like an idiot for not realizing it sooner

I should’ve started while ere gone and I didn’t It’s easy to chalk it up to all the stress I’ve had, but nant

It’s like I know on some instinctual level that there’s a baby in me