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“Don’t be ht… I never wanted you to forget where you ca for me so, I felt like you deserved a piece of your old life”

“I… I don’t knohat to say I’ain I pulled away from his arms and he let me I rushed into the bathroom and slammed the door closed and locked it behind me

“Kylie,” he knocked lightly on the door

“Go away,” I pleaded brokenly “I’m sorry I just don’t want you to seebreaths

“Like what?”

A complete and total basket case

“Just- please go away,” I cried

After a fewaway

I was aThis house was a Our house…

I wanted to hit or yell atout about the location of our ho this because he loved ive me a piece ofwith me? I sat down on the closed toilet seat and sniffled I dabbed at ot any easier did it? My dad was dead and that still hurt and even though he was gone and my mom was now a vampire the pain of the divorce still hurt And then there was the pain that ith my mother She had tried to kill herself a day after we arrived in Rome Try I rolled my eyes She had more than tried She had succeeded And now she was a va of my mother since then I didn’t really want to deal with her She had hurt me and I still wasn’t over it, which was ridiculous I was nineteen years old and ive and forget? Because I was a bad person, that was the only answer I had But still… It wasn’t really safe to be arounda vampire more than most But even if I could be around her I knew that I wouldn’t want to be Why? I am a horrible selfish person, that’s why

That thought brought on another crying fit At the rate I was going htfall I went and looked at o Put the past in the past Forgive my mother for what she did If the roles were reversed, and I lost Jonathon, I kneould do what she did Kill

I wiped my face off with some ater It didn’t help my appearance at all

I unlocked the door and crept into the bedrooht

I heard hi the oval , I saw that it was now sunset Once at the botto on the couch with his back turned toFrom the slope of his shoulders I could tell he was upset And that was my fault I had done that to him

“Jonathon,” I h I knew he heard me “Jonathon,” I repeated more clearly